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i have strep throat and its soo scary because my throat is swollan and i cant talk and i went to the docter and he took all these tests and i have like 4 different pills i have to take...and at the docters office we were waiting for my perscription and i like felll adn nocked over this glass shelf wwith all these glasss things on them and i no that everyone is having a blast at school and im having the WORST day of my life...liek it hurts when i breath and sheerly isnt picking up her phone. I hate my life! And to make it even worse the only thing i think about when im sitting in bed is chad... and he doesnt like me the way i like him and like i feel like shit and i've been crying forever but lucky ill be better by fri! so i can go to jared party!!
commmmmment on my entry below pllleeeeeaase!
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[25 Jan 2005|07:09pm] |
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To: anyone who has hurt another person without thinking
ok...im sick and tired of hearing people talking behind my friends backs....im tired of having friends cry at night because some wanna be started a stupid unfair rumor... listen i dont get why people always have to start things with other people. Why can't everyone just not talk shit. I hate having to hear from a friend that someone who i thought was my friend talk behind my back... Okay im a slut im a bitch im a skank...call me what you want but i know that im not any of those things...Its one thing when you call me that but its another when you call my friends that. Is it fun to see people cry and see people cut themselfs? Is it exciting to know that you made someone go home and slit their wrists just to let the pain go? Is it fun for you to know that just because you wanted to be funny you made someone go home and watch the blood drip from their wrists? Do you feel acomplished when you know you ruined someones day/week/month/year/life? Im tired of going home blasting the music and crying... Im tired of having my friends call me hystericly crying because someone started a gay rumors about them. You need to stop. You dont realize how much what you say hurts people. And now lets talk about how guys think they can just make out with you and then just say they dont care for you. Don't lead us on by trying to makeout with us and then just say o ya i think we should just be friends. Its so annoying to see my friends get hurt because you want to be an ass and a "player" You guys seriously need to get a realitiy check and understand that we do care for you. We dont just want to makeout. We dont just wanna go out for a week and then break up . Even if we say were over you we never are.
Always,
Anna Mosher
P.S-I just ask one thing for you guys to do just think before you do something
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fall to pieces-Avril lavigne |
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i was umm...let just say sick today and im sooo tired and bored so im gonna put ALL my pictures of all my amazing friends on my new lj...im sorry if i dont ahv eany pictures of u i shall get some... and just to clear this whole mix up about last night up...Lauren Aubrey chloe and Emily....you guys are such good friends and im sorry if u thought we were talking badly about you....i think you guys are GEORGOUS!! and 4 of the most nicest people at our school....so i love u guys...and im sorry if you thought that something was happening that wasnt...love u guys!! x0x0x0x0x0x0 so here they are....
( lifestyles of teh rich and famous )
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i just wanna live- Good charlotte |
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yes...i no i've comment like 3 times today! haha....ok here are some really ond pictures...theres sooo cute...i've tried to get over chad and i just CANT!!! i hate myself...i wish i wasnt....ME ! i wish a was emily chloe lauren or aubrey they have the perfecct liffeee..........
( ((life as I know it)) )
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[24 Jan 2005|05:59pm] |
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wow...im too much of a hastle....this sucks...i dont want to be all sad..but i have to be....thats it im seperating from him so i cannn finally get over him!! I wish i was LACE! jesus! tonight is going to be a painful night
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in the past week i have learned 3 things....
1) middle school is filled with pain and sorrow
2) you only have about 3 friends that dont talk behind your back
3) and as much as ur friends tell you to hate someone...you can never hate them if you truely love them....
***If you have never expereced number 3 then you wouldnt understand it***
~~~i cant say that i havent had any good times in middle school because i have... i've had times when i thought life couldnt get any better...and one of those nights was of course at the commans sitting with chad and m.o and with no one around...other times are in P.E with danna sheery and taylor of course thats always a blast..and of course my favorite class..Mr Johnson 3rd period..with many of my true friends...but basicly wat i am saying is that i hate loving someone who will never love me again~~~
Comment below if you want...all i want is chad...nothing moree..
i love chad~~
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[24 Jan 2005|03:46pm] |
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chad...tbats all i have to say....he was at school today...as mean as he is to ppl i cant stop loving him...it really sucks...ok so...this morning he came late with his mom to school and haha...it was funny cause jay like yelled out ANNA DOES CHADS MOM NO YOU GUYS WERE GOING OUT?? and so like i dont think she heard him i hope she didnt...but like it was crazzzaaa...i miss like us going out soo much...i miss talking to him...i miss kisssing him....i miss just lying next to him... It sucks cause as more and more time goes by since we've been going out the more mean he is and the more i like him...i wish that we would go out again...but he would never like me again...i love him soo much....i dont ever think like that ill like anyone else for A LONG time...if we went out again i would never belive any of the rumors that anyone would spread cause now i really no that he wouldnt do that...and i found out that hes moving....HOW COULD HE BE MOVING?!?! i really hope he doesnt switch schools....like i would litterly die if he did...the more i think about him the more i think about wat a bitch i was when i belived all those rumors...i love him soo much..like when he does stuff like pinch my THIGHSS ....haha...whcich really HURT!!! i dont make a big deal out of it like i would if someone else would cause i wwant him to like me soo badlly .....im trying everything to get him to like me.. i wish that he would like ask me out...tomarrow...that would be the best cause then tomarrow i could...nvm...haha no one will ever no wat im talking about cause guess wat?!!? HE WOULD NEVER like me
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[23 Jan 2005|06:43pm] |
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ok...here is my new stry.....i went to dakotas Bat miz. And things didnt turn out good...no wait things turned out horrible...chad..was there and he had a cast on his WHOLE leg...i felt really bad cause hes soo like....wats the word like active and now all he can do is sit at home...so anyways...the second i saw him i feel back in love with him...i wish things between us were always so like love/hate...like he can be such a bitch...but i still love him...i asked him why he hated me and he told me he didnt...so i guess i was wrong...or he just didnt want to tell me... we were sitting close..on the couch...and things just felt so like...like they were suppost to be... i really feel different when im with him...i no i say ill never love him again...i no i say i hate him...but i just cant...no one understands...no matter what he does or what i say i will always love him...he'll or no one else will ever understand exacly wat i mean...but all i want you guys to no is that i love him...and no matter who i tell u i love it will always be chad.... sadly
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[22 Jan 2005|12:36pm] |
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fall to pieces Avril lavigne |
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You have a mysterious kiss. Your partner never knows what you're going to come up with next; this creates great excitement and arousal never knowing what to expect. And it's sure to end in a kiss as great as your mystery
yes...i am mysterious..but only a few ppl had the lucky oppertunity to know how...haha...i love being a flirt..o ya and i no that ppl are gonna get all rowled up over this so if ur gonna be a bitch adn post some stupid little comment just say ur name......ok sso anyways....yes i love kissing guys...shoot me for it...exexohohoho...here is a picture of jason..boy is he hott! haha...kiersten kiersten kiersten...ur CRAZZZZZYYYY but i love u anyways!!!
heres a picture of jason!!
so h0t!! hhaaa..ahh...i love u kiersten but i still think ur so crazzaaaa!!! haha
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[18 Jan 2005|05:59pm] |
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i have so many friends but alot of the times i wonder who are my real friends are...who are the ones who are gonna back me up when im not around..who are the ones who will be there when i need a shoulder to cry on...the more i think about this..the more i realize i wont really ever no...even when u think you know someone you rarly ever do.... if you have a good friend hold on to them and dont let them go cause its super hard to get them back...
( ( Whatever tomorrow brings, I'll be there ) )
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ok...what do you do if you like a guy but u might like another guy...like one of these guys is chad..and im not gonna say the other ones name but lets call him chipper...ok well its soo weird not liking chad...but like latly chad has been a really big jerk...but chipper has always been really sweet to me...and chipper isnt mitchell!! haha...but anyways my friend likes chipper...and she has liked him for a really long time...so i dont wannna like chipper cause it will ruin our friendship...but that friend also told me that (it was about another girl but) she said that you cant help hoo you like...even if ur friend likes that person...but i still no how much it sucks for like ur friend to like the same person u like...trust me i no...so i really have no clue what i should do.. i dont think chad likes me..at all..i wishhe did this would make things so simple......
p.s....PLEASE comment i really need to get this sorted out
~~complicated~~~
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